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loren is in egypt as of yesterday.
i'm so bored without him.
and he took his sweatpants back.
dang.
also;;
-- back living in california.
too bad it's raining.
-- $8,00 in debt.
hello student loans :(
-- i miss having spending money.
not having a job was a bad idea.
OH MY GOSH.
i'm so excited for JAPAN.
going in MAY for FREE.
pretty awesome if you ask me.
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| gmail chat |
[09 Dec 2007|08:53am] |
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so my aunt and i are gmail chatting.
and she just referred to herself
as "Aunt Smart Ass"
:)
my family is fun.
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| SCHOOOOOOL |
[06 Oct 2007|06:15pm] |
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my school starts on monday, and i'm pretty excited.
i need to find a job
i'm watching my bank account dip lower and lower && it's starting to get scary.
i love yogurt pretzels.
oh my goodness. amazing.
high school people are lame.
rumors = BS.
yep
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| YAN YAN |
[30 Sep 2007|08:46pm] |
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today was so asian
so incredibly asian.
tomorrow is my last day in san diego. i think the majority of my day, i'll have a 3 year old with me, which i'm actually kind of excited about. she's so adorable. i never used to like kids until i worked as a nanny... and then at a daycare... and then the elementary shcool.. then all of a sudden, i LOVE kids. haha.
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it's funny how a 1 minute phone call can make you so happy.
:)
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[29 Sep 2007|10:20pm] |
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i am so sad
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| "unforgettable fun" |
[26 Sep 2007|06:29pm] |
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So Chrissy and I decided to have a girls' day in Salt Lake City... we hit up applebees, and split a burger. After Chrissy spilled burger sauce on her white dress, she demanded a bib from the waitress, who laughed, thinking she was kidding. The waitress took it upon herself to get bibs for all of us...which sportingly boasted spoon-carrying elephants and the slogan "unforgettable fun".
Then we headed to Temple Square, and took a tour of some building just to get on the roof. Seth seemed entirely absorbed in the tour, leaning over the railing, when Chrissy snuck up behind him and faked a butt-grab. Seth had no idea until viewing the pictures on my camera later on.
Anyway, we went back to Gateway Mall, which is HUGE, and there was some sort of live music going on in this little mini-park, and we grasped the opportunity to take a group picture before almost falling asleep in the wonderful world of starbucks.
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[30 Aug 2007|07:32pm] |
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Let's see.. Lake Powell... amazing.
There is something about not having a cell phone, not knowing or caring what time/day it is... I think I even forgot what month we were in.. not wearing makeup, wearing a bathing suit for the greater part of the day.. so incredible.
I'm moving in a week from Saturday. I'm so excited and nervous at the same time. I never thought time would fly so fast. I have all my clear plastic tubs ready to be filled with my belongings, and I've been trying to see a lot of all of my friends. I've been so busy trying to fit in lunches and visits.. It's crazy.
My last day of work is a week from tomorrow.. i'm really going to miss that job, and i feel like such a dork saying that.. but i really will. I'm still not sure whether or not i'll be working in utah. I don't need to, but i think the spending money would be nice.. the thing is, will i even have time for a job?? 40 hours a week of school, i'm not sure if i'm going to be able to squeeze it in.
Chrissy's already up there.. I guess i'm calling her chrissy now. I spent a week with her family and thats what they call her so... idk kinda weird but now i'm in the habit. I wish i could be up there right now helping put furniture together and such but i have to finish out my last week at work.
I have so much more to write, but i don't want the world to read the rest, so i think i'm done.
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| non-san diego things. |
[05 Aug 2007|07:10pm] |
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I leave this coming Saturday for Lake Powell with Christy's family. YAAY. It seems so soon, but i'm so excited. I am going to come back so tan! [i hope]
Also, Carolyn is in CANADA right now and I miss her like CRAZY. She won't be coming back until I'm back from Powell. Nuts.
After we all get back, Christy and I are going to be taking a weekend trip to visit our new place, so we can see what kind of furniture and stuff we need to buy && what color i want to paint my room.
Utah.. it's really exciting, because we will be living on our own for the first time. We'll be going to school, meeting new people, learning how to cook, and etc... but also, at the same time, it's scary and I'm afraid of losing the people i know down here. I'm going to have to leave all of everything familiar, which is very surreal yet heartbreaking.
Hmm. Why am I going? I'm going because it's a really great opportunity. If I decide to go to school up there, I'd be getting things done and living free [thank you government money]. Down here, if i wanted to live on my own, even with a roommate.. i would never be able to afford it even WITH my government checks. After Christy's done with school, we'll be coming back so it's not like I'm leaving forever. And no, I won't be looking for a boyfriend up there.
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| ahaha i love my job. |
[18 Jul 2007|11:34pm] |
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AHH i'm so broke.
HOWEVER:
- jonathan's birthday: completely covered
- the empty hangers in my closet aren't empty
- && yay new stuff for my room.
CHRIS has been calling me waaay too much for my own comfort. Pete told me something last night via text messaging that rang entirely too true. Oh well. And Jonathan was right about something too. I hate it when other people are more right than me. I wasn't wrong; i was just less right. long story.
MY MOTHER is back from her little vacation. Strangely, I actually really missed her. Huh. Anyway, she brought me back all sorts of great hair stuff && is buying me a CHI flat iron. yaaaay.
JONATHAN & Hunter [Lisa's Hunter] have made plans for the four of us to go to dinner tomorrow night. I'm really excited, oddly. Seeing them on sunday was fun too. [beach && phil's bbq] I think it's so cute they bought bicycles... well, minus the handicap-status thing they had to put on Hunter's car to bring the bikes to the beach haha.
WORK was so fun today. I don't know why, it just was. Everyone was in a good mood. Or maybe it was the first day this week that i haven't been starving all day.
Hopefully, i can get that week off to go to Lake Powell with Christy's family.
My mom wants to go to san francisco too, which would be waaay fun. Travelling with my mom.. is great...free casual spending on useless luxuries. Ex: me getting my own rental car, eating out 3 times a day, shopping trips, etc. awesome.
that's enough of an essay for now.
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| coronado && killing sprees |
[03 Jul 2007|08:56am] |
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hesse's parents gave us their timeshare for the last night... MIRACLE. sooo we invited some people. there was like ten people max. joey's friend jeff hooked up his ipod to the tv after much trial and error. the fireplace wasn't working, but oh well.
good/funny parts:
me dancing with joey. jeff, and lauren
me dancing by myself
the tracker!!
sumo wrestling joey with the couch cushions
me cutting up and feeding a not-very-ripe mango to people
in the morning finding a chunk of mango with a bite out of it in the bedroom on the floor [???]
cj falling asleep on the toilet with his pants down... haha
lap dancing lessons!! ahaa
doing somersaults with joey
singing country songs with CMT with drew and cj in the morning*
bad parts:
christy not being able to come
getting verbally beaten up by jonathan numerous times
overhearing him talking to people, him not caring
having to get reinforcement to get jonathan off the couch for me
ohh the smell
the condition of the bathroom.. ew
memorable night, either way.
ahhh.
the pictures were grand as well.
* since then i've been listening to a lot of country,
which i forgot about for a few months.
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| HYPHY && fathers day. |
[18 Jun 2007|09:14am] |
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so the chris situation is squared away. we are friends.
carolyn lived with me for a week and then moved back into her house.
but.. that week?? one crazy week. we didn't come home 5 nights of the week... awesome. parties, spent a lot of time at jonathan's && of course had extra hours at work last week.
yesterday [fathers day], church in alpine.. only stayed for the first hour. it was so weird being in alpine. went to christine's house with carolyn & jonathan. had homemade california burritos, fell asleep tanning on the trampoline, went swimming, etc. then came home and watched The Prestige with my dad... kind of.
I watched the first part and then chris called me (which was ok b/c i told him to)... i talked to him for like 45 minutes about his dad. after we hung up i was really sad!! i tried to go back && watch the movie but it didnt make any sense. i guess i missed too much to understand what was going on. so i talked to jonathan on the phone for basically the remainder of the night.
ohhh. && there are like 6 guys after me right now. && i'm not bragging, because it's actually driving me insane. good grief. I AM NOT AVAILABLE. there. public announcement. also, something that bugs me: if you like me, talk to ME, not my friends. get to know me first. even though it probably wont go anywhere, at least i'd have respect for you.
summer.. is going to be crazy. if the heat doesn't kill me, the drama will.
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| tempur-pedic bed, carolyn, etc. |
[05 Jun 2007|09:18am] |
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so carolyn and her mom got in a huge fight and now she's moving in with DOROTHY. yeah, that crazy little old lady. it's nuts though, because i knew one day that was going to happen, not necessarily with dorothy, but i knew her mom was going to blow her gasket one day and leave carolyn moving in with some random person. yeah, it was pretty nuts though. hopefully everything turns out well, and she doesn't end up being a five dollar hooker or something hahaha.
also, i AM SINGLE NOW. let me repeat, I AM SINGLE. i dumped chris last sunday... a day before our 14 months. i didn't realize this until he pointed it out to me. he has been calling me.. like WITHOUT STOPPING. it's almost driving me crazy, but what's really driving me crazy is that...
HE CALLED MY MOTHER.
yeah... WHAT???! umm if i ever thought i'd get back together with you, those thoughts just DIED. you do not, under ANY circumstances, call my mother. that is just... okay that is just FREAKY.
on a good note, jonathan brought me a tempur-pedic mattress on sunday night (YAY!!).. and i spent all yesterday after work taking apart my old bed, moving the guest room's bed into my room, and putting the tempur-pedic bed in the guest room (b/c the guest room is now going to be MY room). i was done at like 10 pm. it looks soooo good and it's amazingly comfortable. unfortunately, i am sooo broke right now and won't be able to pay him for it for a little bit.. because i just bought tires and ...
i had to buy a lot of bedding yesterday ($350 anyone?) b/c it's a queen and my old one was a full. but it's adorable and i love it. (especially my new down comforter!!)
hopefully i'll be painting the room soon, and acquiring more stuff to decorate with.. i decided that, being single, i needed a project. so i'm going to redo this room. I'm thinking like a light french blue with black accents, and then my comforter is like silky-white. ahh i can't wait.
yeah, i've just been hanging out with people this past week. livin it up && such. so i know nobody reads this but if you do, then call me. let's hang out.
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| if things couldn't get weirder. |
[21 May 2007|11:48pm] |
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okay.
so things are getting progressively stranger.
and more akward.
i might be on my way to michigan.
again.
this time, against my will.
gack.
and with no car. my dad is on an evil-streak-rampage. my mom will try to stop him. but who knows what will happen these next few months??
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| talk about akward |
[15 May 2007|08:20am] |
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ahhh
it's so akward!!
kill me now......
i mean honestly.
WHAT?!!
haha. whatever,
at least life will gain some
interesting moments.
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| hm. |
[13 May 2007|01:14pm] |
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my final project for asl is tomorrow. carolyn is gonna come watch.. hopefully i do okay.
it's mothers day today. ..I got my mom some stuff from sephora while i was at fashion valley yesterday (by myself. ugh.) but yeah shopping yesterday, i kind of went crazy. and won't be able to buy anything else until i get paid again or until my mom gives me the money she owes me.
i miss hanging out. simple hanging out with a big group, but i guess most of the people that hang out in groups wish they had a boyfriend... so whatever. things are getting weird lately.
i almost died twice thursday night.
whatever.
i'm hungry.
peace out.
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| this week. |
[06 May 2007|08:19pm] |
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been living at hesse's ((parents went to family reunion)) for the past week or so. pretty fun. caught up on lots i guess.
Friday night, i went out to dinner with a bunch of work people
- buca di beppo
- extraordinary desserts... it took us forever to get there and i was really late getting home, but honestly, buca's and e.d.:: best of foods all in one night. miracle, i swear. It was also good because now i feel like i know people at work a little more than i used to. Sometimes, it's hard being the new girl.
BUT OF COURSE chris had to call and get all pissed and everyone could hear him yellin at me over the phone, which was more than slightly embarrassing.. and i STILL don't know why he was so mad at me. He's actually been mad quite a lot lately. Friday it was so bad i thought i was going to leave him, but THEN yesterday, i went over to his house and he major-apologized and promised to not get mad when i hang out with people that aren't him. Friday was the worst part in our entire existance and yesterday was the best ever. He was sooo sweet and we saw spiderman 3 && had coldstone at viejas.
today was fun-- singles ward (kinda) with christy & hesse, and these two guys they're friends with;; not having my car or house key && being stranded at chris's house when i'm not really welcome to be there. parents came back && brought me visalia strawberries :)
on my new myspace (thanks to carolyn).
i have no clean clothes.
ah man.
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[29 Apr 2007|06:39pm] |
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i want to get my old job back, and just work mornings the job i have now.
i have to wait until my tuesday class is over.
UNLESS i get christy's job when she moves.
b/c that would be supreme.
when they move,
i will be so bored.
things with chris: becoming difficult.
he keeps bossing me around.
reminds me of my dad.
i don't wanna date my daddy.
we'll see how things play out.
i'm not sure i'd like single-life
especially after C&C move.
meeting new people: kill me now.
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| ughh. |
[01 Apr 2007|09:05pm] |
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i feel so boxed in.
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| i love reeses pieces |
[20 Mar 2007|08:55pm] |
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awijefsdkml
big decisions
big changes
big stress
i'm so sick of big.
:::
i have a daughter for this weekend.
she's 3 and her mommy is really sick.
so ima take care of her this weekend.
and possibly next week.
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